It cost much

I've never thought that knowing everything would have a cost...

Right now I am wondering how can my friends enjoyed gossiping other people while in the same time they hold people's secrets. They were whispering each other and I was like forbidden to know what they were talking about. Seems unfair.
I keep telling myself that maybe I am not a really good secret keeper. But I also realise that people who were gossiping is no different with a person who can't keep secrets. Gossips spread, they should know that. So why do they always suddenly be quiet when I was around? Funny cause sooner or later, I will also know it through gossips. Are there any girl who hates other girls whispering and gossiping each other like I do? I doubt it.

Back to my problem, I was having a dilemma. I hold the secret of my two best friend. I was shocked when I realise they both didn't know each other's secret. It was going to be a chaos if they do. They two must not know. But I don't know how to prevent them telling their secrets without realising something wrong..

At first I was just too curious. Then I force my friend (A) to tell her secret. Long after that, a few weeks later, I give the same question to my other friend (B). I never know that she will tell me the whole story. And I regret it cause it gives me dilemma.

So I'm asking again, how can girls love to gossip while the real thing is, they were holding secrets. I would better not knowing my friends secret than have to face the dilemma.