Galau anak IPA

Banyak yang bilang IPA susah dan gw baru merasakannya sekarang...
Boleh lah temen2 gw bilang lebay, tapi gw merasa jadi orang bego menjadi salah satu dari ketujuh anak yang remed kimia. Sama sekali bukan awal yang baik buat ke depannya. Gw terus bilang dalem hati ulangan berikutnya harus bisa lebih bagus, tapi apakah gw bisa? Jujur gw orang yang susah pede, sekali jatuh akan terus terpuruk. Gw coba curcol ke temen gw anak IPS malah diketawain (dammit). Emang sih cuma bercanda, secara nilai dia sejak masuk IPS malah melejit dibanding kelas 10. Well, we'll see siapa tau ntar gw yang ketawain elo XD
Akhirnya gw malah jadi curcol ke blog, haha. Ada lagi nih, kayaknya posisi tempat duduk gw pengaruh juga deh. Gw nggak bakal bisa konsen belajar kalo sekeliling gw malah ngomongin yang 'xxx' atau ngegosipin temen, kan. Emang sih mereka temen2 gw, walaupun kalo gw bilang mereka agak2 manfaatin sifat kerajinan gw (ge-er mode: on). Sementara itu yang ngebedain gw sama mereka, gw nggak ngeles. Ya terang aja mereka nggak perlu dengerin guru, ntar juga dijelasin lagi di les. Nggak kayak gw yang nilainya naik turun nggak jelas tergantung daya serap gw sama guru itu. Makanya nilai gw nggak pernah stabil dari dulu. Gw sering berpikir pengin pindah tempat duduk, tapi gw juga takut nggak ada temen secara kelas kita ini belom nyampur, masih bentuk geng2 kecil. Sama temen2 gw yang sekarang juga kurang enak, karena jujur aja gw sering nggak dihargain mereka. Misalnya aja pas lagi ngegosip, nah mereka ngegosip sambil bisik2 supaya gw gak denger. Emang sih bukan gw yang digosipin, tapi lu tau lah gimana perasaan orang (ceileh XP). Kalo gw ngepo pasti nggak bakal dikasih tau. Kalo bikin kelompok isinya 3 cewek, gw diusir (secara halus, tentunya). Gw mo cari temen tapi susah, pada bikin geng. Akhirnya gw mendapat kesimpulan di otak gw kalo gw lebih seneng mejanya diatur wali kelas supaya kita bisa lebih berbaur. Lagian tempat gw cukup pewe kok dengan adanya anak pinter di sebelah gw dan temen2 gw yang ribut itu duduknya agak jauh. Bukannya nggak mau temenan lagi sama mereka, tapi gw agak terganggu kenyamanan belajarnya kalo ada mereka. Temen2 gw seru kok, tapi terlampau heboh sampe gw gak bisa belajar. Dan gw cuma kesel sama sifat mereka yang nggak menghargai gw aja. Dikiranya gw bakal ember apa, padahal pikir2 gosip itu kan emang sifatnya menyebar luas yah.
Gitu aja kali ya curcol gw tentang galau ala anak IPA. Bukan soal cowok, tapi gw lebih khawatir soal nilai dan pertemanan gw. Moga2 gw nggak mengalami kesulitan lagi deh, Amin!

Terror of Ex-classmate

I know the title seems a little too overeacted, but believe me you wouldn't want to deal with my ex-classmate. About this girl, she suppose to be in 12 grade, but instead she's 10 grade right now. I was once her classmate and I don't really remember if she was my chairmate too. I was still a little girl in 7 grade who doesn't have much friends and she seemed to face the same problem. She bothered me lots of time so I was upset and leave her alone. I found new friends. 
Then two years today, a creepy childish voice shouts my name. I don't wear my glasses so I can't see clearly. She walks towards me and I finally see the voice owner. Here's the simplest conversation between us:


Her: "Tasyaaaaa!" (overeacted)
Me: (Oh my God, not her again) "..."
Her: "Eleven grade, huh? Science or Social?" (happy face)
Me: "Science" (annoyed face)
Her: "Is it difficult?" (annoying face)
Me: "Yes" (tilt my head, pretend to find someone)
Her: "I don't understand chemistry. Mr.***** is the teacher. What is to be understood?" (her indonesian is not so good, so I can't translate it. Anyway, she is really out of topic)
Me: "Uhm.. yeah.. I don't understand too" (seriously, she's so weird, you should see her)
Her: "But you're science. Teach me Chemistry!" (annoying creepy face)
Me: "I can't. I have to go to the toilet." (grab my sister's hand and walking fast to the toilet)


It happens few days ago. Then I accidently meet her in front of the library today, when she went out of audiovisual room.


Her: "Tasyaaaaa!" (more overeacted)
Me: "Hi" (I don't wear glasses again, so I thought it's my friend. But as soon as she comes towards me, I know it is a mistake to say Hi)
Her: "Tasyaa, teach me Physics!" (annoying happy face)
Me: "No, I can't" (runaway to toilet again)


Oh God, please don't meet us again next time. I can't stand her begging of me teaching her science. Cause honestly, I don't like her at all.

Eleven Science, I'm In

First of all, I want to thank God for a chance to study in an Eleven Science class. Actually my math was almost below standart while the others (biology, physics, chemistry) were all above 80. I promise I'll do my best in Eleven grade :)
Two weeks has passed and next week there are lots of exams. I always wonder how teachers can easily give tests to their students while the materials are not done yet. I get a real trouble in my physics, the vector one ; and chemistry, for no reason. I even can't do  chemistry quiz my teacher gave me this morning. I hope I can do better next time in real tests.
So here's my August wish : Be successful in every lessons and tests without cheating, and see if I can survive Eleven Grade with good grades.

Ordinary Sixteen

Happy birthday to me :)
This year's birthday is really flat. The only thing special was the arrival of my old best friend from Junior High, Fany. Fany and I arranged a surprise birthday present for Sherry. Actually her birthday is on March but better be late than not at all, right? Who knows Fany and Sherry also bought me a birthday present, a book! I thought they forgot my birthday but otherwise they didn't. They bought me the fifth series of "The secret of the immortal Nicholas Flamel". The funny thing was, last year they bought me the fourth series. Now I have two books and both were bought by them. Thankyou so much guys :*
My classmates were pretending to forget my birthday, but late at night they text me birthday wishes. Thanks for all the surprises :3
No birthday cake this year, but I do eat birthday noodles. In chinese belief, birthday noodles represent long live. I just hope next year's sweet seventeen will be more memorable than this year's.

Let the Fight Begin

I'm heading into the last exam in my tenth class journey. Finally, the final fight will begin! I prepare fully in Biology, Physics, Chemistry, and Math. Yeah, I really want to be an eleven science student next semester. The only thing that still disturbing me is my math scores. My average score is 67 for now, while the standard score is 65. Slightly different isn't it? I'm hoping to get better score in this final exam. I'll work harder, try to do my best. I must be optimist about the results, that I will succeed in the end. I keep motivate myself, let the spirit burns inside. So yeah, let the fight begin!